Yes my darling I am a fuck up. I am just terribly sad, and it is not fun. I feel myself being eaten by sadness. I am not okay and I don’t have the will to fight it, I have just been taken away and my body is here but my mind is off in a land where I am alone and I am sad and there is nothing I can do about it. There is nothing I want to do about it, I’ve lost the will to keep fighting, the will to hope for happiness. I am gone. I am done. Sadness and I are now together as one. Goodbye.
